It's Funny

You know it is weird how you hope and wish for someone to talk to you or text to and when you actually go out of your way to contact them, they don't respond...I just wish I wasn't someone that cared so much. I know this guy is never going to want me. Maybe because I am just too needy. Actually, I know I am too needy. I hate this. I hate that I want so much attention from guys and I know sometimes I won't get it. On another note, I am now a graduate of Murray State. I am an alumni! Maybe that is another reason why this wouldn't work....I am going back home and this guy will be here. I'm sure he will find someone else way prettier and cooler. Sigh. Shoot.