Poop

So I know I have been acting kind of dumb. I am attracted to a guy that I am not sure is attracted to me. I am going to Murray tomorrow to visit Wesley and was going to see if I could see Tony but he seems like his semester is going to be nuts and I don't want to disturb him...I know I am being silly but I thought that if he wanted to talk to me, he would message me first. Well, it has been four days and will soon be five days. I don't think he misses me. Wesley said he told me I should message him if he thought it was the right thing to do but honestly, I don't know what to do. I just wish if he cared for me...he'd give me some kind of way of knowing. I'm such an idiot.