Just Writing

So recently I have been feeling a little sad. My uncle is still sick and I know he won't get better. It's also secretly killing me that I'm single. I know it shouldn't because I know I don't need someone to be happy but I'm 22 and haven't been on a date. I think that is sad. I feel like when I do meet guys, they turn out to be douches who either talk to me and then ignore me or they decide they are going to talk to someone else. Sorry, I know no one really reads these things but I just thought I would write since I'm kind of upset.