Randomness of crazy

So, I found out my boyfriend cheated on me and we broke up. Yeah, it really sucks. I wish I could sit here and tell you I have no feelings left for him at all. There is a small part of me that still has feelings for him but I know it would never work. Most of my feelings for him are now feelings of friendship. I know I sound crazy by still wanting to be his friend one day but I forgave him, he just screwed up by thinking he could get revenge on this girl by making her think he still had feelings for her. Screwed up? Yes. No one should ever hurt anyone that much. On the upside, there are two attractive men in my volleyball class that kind of help with the pain. It's nice having eye candy to look at. Just a little hard still. But one of the guys was super nice to me and was telling me about how he and his gf met, it was really sweet. Um, so update from my last post, Uncle Frank passed away...it really upsets me because he was such a sweet man but I guess sometimes it happens, unfortunately :(. I think that's about it really. My friends are really helping me get through this, I dunno what would happen if I didn't have them.