Awkward week? Awkward week.

So, I know I keep talking about this guy in my volleyball but I'm super attracted to him and it sucks since he is taken. I'm doing my best to forget about him or even the thought of him and me. It just won't happen, I don't understand why I can't accept that. Ugh, maybe I'm just nuts. I dunno. Tomorrow I am doing engagement pics with my bestie and her fiance. I'm ready to kinda get outta the house for a little bit and take a break from studying. I'm going to die this week because I have one test after the other on Tuesday and Wednesday :/ but I will try to be positive :)