Starting Over

So I didn't realize how super nuts I was with talking about Tony or anyone else I was interested in seeing. I need to just seriously be patient and stop making stupid decisions. I need to start doing things for me and be happy. Not be selfish, there is a difference. But I need to actually see how certain things could benefit me. I have made some horrible mistakes and I think it is time to put them behind me and think of my future.I need to be able to tell myself all of my positives instead of seeing everything negative about myself. It will be super hard for me to do this but I think it may help me. I feel as if I only write on this when my life is nuts but this really helps me with issues I am having. Today, I am going to relax and workout. Today, I start having a positive attitude.