Early Birthday Celebration

Went to Wild Horse Saloon last night with my best friend and her fiance. Had a wonderful time! It was pretty packed. They had a huge dance floor and about three other floors. No one really knew how to line dance though. A little bummed I didn't go to more than one place but it was still awesome! Been talking to different men on this app and let me tell you, I am almost ready to give up. I feel as if I always end up talking to men first then when we have a conversation, I am the only person talking. I'm so awkward....

Updates

So, Tyler was ignoring me because he ended up dating someone/talking to someone. They're broken up now. Also met JT back in July. He acted all interested and everything and about a month ago, his texts are almost non existent. I think my life usually ends up with the person I am actually interested in will be interested and then drops me. I don't get it. I am not creepy to them or anything and then they ignore me...JT is very much someone that is sweet but he was super hurt this past Spring by his ex fiance. So I get that he doesn't want to jump in to something but how can he be flirty and talkative with me and then just stop talking to me? Don't get it. I am just seeing how things turn out with him for now. I may talk to him about how I feel...I hope that brave anyway. I may not. Who knows?

Meeting new people doesn't always work out

I haven't updated this thing in a while so here it goes. I recently joined this dating site called Tinder. Basically it shows you guys that are in your area and you decide if they're cute or interesting. If they match up with you, you can chat with them and possibly meet them. I started talking someone named Tyler. Ironically, my friend Jess, was trying to set us up before he popped up on my Tinder. Everything was going real cool, right? We even met up and he kept complimenting me and being super nice. I got his number and we texted some. Texted him a week ago, he didn't respond. I assumed he was busy seeing as how he's manager of GNC. Ended up texting him today and still have gotten no answer but yet, he has been online on Tinder...what? If you honestly don't even want a friendship with me, just say so. You don't have to go through the trouble of ignoring me, then. Also, it was super contradictory that he was all complimentary and wanted to hang afterward and then ignore me...wtf? People are dumb

Big Atomic and Awkward Moments

This was the lead singer of Big Atomic!


Saturday I went and hung out with my friend, Tasha. We went to this fair where many vendors were selling different items. We happened to notice that the band we saw this last weekend, Big Atomic, was the same band that played at JP's. Tasha and I were super crazy stoked to these guys again! So mostly, Tasha and I listened to them play music. Nice, right? Well, here is where the story gets weird. We met up with two other friends. Tasha had to do some rounds at the shelter and then meet up with us again. Matt, was deserted for a little bit so we went to Sonic and then we were gonna meet up with Tasha and his friend. Tasha met us and Matt's friend was late. So we were waiting outside contemplating where to go instead of JP's because it was super crowded. These two men came up to us and were talking to us. They asked if we had bongs for them. Of course we didn't. Then they tried t oget us into JP's and not pay a cover....fail. So  one of our friends commented on going to The Silver Bullet...it was nasty. It was dirty and the people are not clean. I really thought we would die. However, my friend Jess kidnapped me. So everyone was alive and well after we left.

Little Black Dress Party

I noticed last time I had written about doing my FAFSA. I was going to get it done and it is actually supposed to be due today. However, when my friend sent my  tax papers, the post office returned them to her saying she had the wrong zip code...they have a digital machine that can look up zip codes. Why they didn't use it, I have no clue. So my FAFSA is going to be late....I am rather sad. Last night I went with my friends, Tasha and Jess, to a black dress party. There was some drama that occurred with her bestie but even though she was upset him, I think he is a big enough person to forgive her. Other than that, we actually had a lot of fun. Everyone looked beautiful in their dresses and it was the first time I had gone out somewhere since Fall 2012. I know, I am an old person.

Slacking Off and Other Stories

Been slacking a little bit on doing my FAFSA, which is due next week. Oops. But good news, I hung with people from cook out and was totally invited by TJ, so I guess my little incident with Wes wasn't too bad! I actually got to do an octopus hold on him last night! It is such an awesome hold, the only problem is I am not flexible enough to actual hold him. Oh well, at least I still got to do it! Also, I got my hair done! It is in an undercut pixie. I am not too sure I will be able to fix it the way it is supposed to look but I will be seeing what styles I can make it in to. Anyway, not too much happening here so I will write more in this next week!

Time

So today, I have decided it is totally time for me to quit worrying. Stop worrying about if I will get a new job (I'll still keep looking, by the way), stop worrying about what others think of me, and most importantly STOP STRESSING. So far, this attitude has really helped me be more positive and I am gonna start getting crap done. I am also tired of trying to be someone I know I am not. I'll tell you who I am. I am Devon. I give BIG hugs, read comic books, think my life should be more adventurous than it really is, can't stand sports (minus volleyball and a few others), try to be sweet to everyone, not a big reader, smarter than I seem, and will do anything to help anyone. If you can't deal with me, then I don't give a crap and you can just leave.