Say you're sorry

So, recently I have been a bit cranky. I have been getting a cold and have essentially been failing to fight it off. I think this is something that has made me seem cranky and jerkish. For those that know me, know I am honestly not a bad person. However, this week I have just been stressed, had anger issues, and it seems as if my usual stress outlets haven't been helping me as much. Don't mean to be depressed or anything. Anyway, I wanted to say I was sorry to anyone who actually reads this that knows me. If I hurt your feelings by seeming to be mean or short, I really am sorry. I am very lucky to have friends that sill stick with me even when I am not in a good mood. I really am very thankful for you. I hope I haven't made you think that I am not nice a person, this week was just super bad. New week ahead and I am determined to make it a good week.

New dresses=happy Dev

So I went to Bella Marie's today and started my Spring shopping. Got a cute dress with patterns on it (that never happens). A bit disappointed that I wasn't able to get sweatpants as I had planned but oh well, maybe I honestly didn't need them. I am about to start cleaning out my car (help me). I know the poor thing needs it but I hate that I have to go outside in the cold. Posted a pic of the dress here on the blog. It is the purple and blue one.

New Year's Eve

Hanging out with my friend, Shannon tonight and one of her friends. I haven't done anything for New Year's in two years so this will definitely be different. Today is also my granny's birthday. I miss her a lot. happy birthday, granny! Ready for the New Year and for a chance for a new beginning. I know lots of people say that but for me, it really is a new beginning. I am really going to start achieving all of the goals that I said I would achieve. I will move out of the house, get a teaching job, and hopefully just make all around better decisions in general. Can't wait for this new start in my life. Happy New Year!

Hmm

So, one of my friends posted a vague tweet about how he has a new chapter coming up in his life. I am wondering what it is. I am so nosy, it isn't even funny. It will be kind of sad if he moves away but hey, sometimes there are places we need to go to. Also, my ear has completely recovered. So happy right now! :)

Ear problem temporarily solved

So, Thursday I went to a concert for Here Come The Mummies. If you don't know who they are, I suggest you look them up! These people wrap themselves up as mummies and basically no one knows who these people are in the band. No one. Before I was able to go to this concert, I went to get my ear looked at. The person at the parlor popped my ear (painful) but the bubble is now gone. Well, most of it is gone. It is has been leaking stuff (I know, it is nasty) but my doc also said if my ear does that, to try to squeeze out that junk. Ew. I am hoping that my ear does NOT fall off. Lol.

Earrings and other things

So those of you that know me, know that I have 9 piercings. Recently I had gotten my conch pierced. It had formed a bubble that ended up having to be popped. Ouch. It was okay for a little bit but then it got a small bubble back again. Ashley told me of some kind of cream that actually helps with piercings but it is a prescription. Maybe if it gets bad enough, I can go and see if Dr. Graham will look at. It is a little sore but I am hoping that it won't get too sore later. If it does, I may have to give up the conch ring. It would sadden me some because I think it looks awesome but it is either give up my conch ring or hurt my ear. Today I am going to a new bakery. :) It has a lot of muffins, brownies, and cookies. Can't wait!

Poetry Night on Friday

So, there is this local coffee shop here close to where I live. They have Poetry Night every Friday from 8pm-10:30pm. I have been trying to get some friends to go with me so I am not the awkward person that is sitting alone. My friend, Sara told me that it isn't awkward unless you really think it is awkward. She also reassured me that I can bring my laptop and get there early for coffee. Granted, I won't stay until 10:30pm probably but this will be something I haven't done before and I need to do something to not be stressed.