Happy birthday, Sara!

I wanted to say a happy birthday to my friend, Sara today! I miss her a lot! Hanging out in Paducah today for a bit before work. Still have been looking at different jobs and so far nothing has really popped up. I have also realized the older I get, the more I have less time for bull crap. I think I am finally to the point where I actually see people for who they really are now. Either that or I have just became a jerk in my old age. Don't know anymore sometimes. Try to be sweet and people just push me over anyway. I realize that life is gonna give me a pile of crap some days and one of friends once said, "If life gives you crap, use it for fertilizer". So I guess that is what I am about to do with the difficult and annoying days in my life.

Belly dance pics!

So I got to re-do my belly dance photos! I am so excited to see how the others turned out! The photographer I have been working with is super talented. I totally recommend going to her if you ever want your pictures done. She also did the pictures of my and my sis. I get to see the rest on Friday! :)

Nose piercing

So, Wednesday I got my nose pierced. I am so glad it wasn't painful and it will be my final piercing since my conch didn't really work out. Haven't really been up to much. I am going to try to go to a concert soon with one of my friends. Can't wait! Also, Monday is pay day! :) I need to do my exercises today. I didn't really do them for two days and am afraid I will be really super sore afterward. Oh well, I guess I will see. I have been having severe back pain and will go to see the chiropractor this week. Maybe it is just because I haven't been in such a while that it is hurting. I dunno.

Anger solves nothing.

Trying to learn that I need to just forgive people instead of letting their mistakes anger me. So many people I have trusted or thought I could trust, have really hurt me recently. I have been in situations today that have really frustrated me and almost made me lose my temper. Being angry solves nothing. I have such a short time to deal with disappointments and pain. Not saying I will never be disappointed or hurt because I know I will be. I just have to trust my friends and family to help me through it. So starting today, I am starting a new look on life. Today, I really do forgive those that have hurt me or angered me. I am looking past those problems and pain. I know that once I forget it, I will feel better.

Say you're sorry

So, recently I have been a bit cranky. I have been getting a cold and have essentially been failing to fight it off. I think this is something that has made me seem cranky and jerkish. For those that know me, know I am honestly not a bad person. However, this week I have just been stressed, had anger issues, and it seems as if my usual stress outlets haven't been helping me as much. Don't mean to be depressed or anything. Anyway, I wanted to say I was sorry to anyone who actually reads this that knows me. If I hurt your feelings by seeming to be mean or short, I really am sorry. I am very lucky to have friends that sill stick with me even when I am not in a good mood. I really am very thankful for you. I hope I haven't made you think that I am not nice a person, this week was just super bad. New week ahead and I am determined to make it a good week.

New dresses=happy Dev

So I went to Bella Marie's today and started my Spring shopping. Got a cute dress with patterns on it (that never happens). A bit disappointed that I wasn't able to get sweatpants as I had planned but oh well, maybe I honestly didn't need them. I am about to start cleaning out my car (help me). I know the poor thing needs it but I hate that I have to go outside in the cold. Posted a pic of the dress here on the blog. It is the purple and blue one.

New Year's Eve

Hanging out with my friend, Shannon tonight and one of her friends. I haven't done anything for New Year's in two years so this will definitely be different. Today is also my granny's birthday. I miss her a lot. happy birthday, granny! Ready for the New Year and for a chance for a new beginning. I know lots of people say that but for me, it really is a new beginning. I am really going to start achieving all of the goals that I said I would achieve. I will move out of the house, get a teaching job, and hopefully just make all around better decisions in general. Can't wait for this new start in my life. Happy New Year!