People Wonder Why I Am Single

I have bad luck when it comes to relationships. Usually what happens is we will talk for a little bit then they disappear or they lie to me. This was once again more bad luck. I started messaging someone a week ago and things were going actually pretty good. Look on my friend, April's Snapchat and realize they met and now may become a thing. FUCK MY LIFE. I confronted him and it was honestly not done behind my back. They ended up meeting on Saturday and apparently had a connection. When do I get a chance, ever? I give up. There is nothing out there for me. I always heard there were those kind of people but never thought I would be one. I know I am writing this out of pain but if I don't write, then I will find negative ways to let out my emotions. I am tired of being the "single" friend to everything. No one knows how to have conversation, treat a woman, or be themselves. I am through. So through.

Updates

So I haven't written in this in almost so I thought I would update some stuff about my life. I started a job at Audubon as a lead teacher teaching infant tow three year olds. It is definitely not what I want to stay with. I don't mind older ones since they are easier to take care of but babies and one year olds can be too much for me. Honestly, I feel sometimes I work my butt off and no one really is helping me. Today was definitely that sort of day. Certain things I ended up not doing or cleaning because I wanted someone else to do it after I had been putting beds out and changing diapers. Also, I have started to notice that I am not being asked certain questions even though I am lead teacher. I do not want to think my TAs can't teach or have input in the room but I am the teacher....Anyway, also had a few bad news things happen where my aunt is not doing well with her cancer and found out my mom's friend and my former guidance counselor in elementary has cancer as well. It has not bee na good two weeks.